Not getting over it, just getting used to it.
Someone come smoke this blunt with me.
Things aren’t how they should be and you’re okay with it.
We’ll see how far you get with that.
I remember how you’d make me close all the doors and hurry into bed to make sure nothing scary got you while we fell asleep.
I miss that.
It’s hard to progress when everything around me stays the same.
So I don’t have to sit here and respond to all 20+ asks, I’ll answer you all now.
Megan is her own person guys. If she wants to go out and do shit with her friends, right or wrong, it doesn’t matter. It’s her choice.
As far as we go…it’s up in the air right now. She seems to be enjoying her life of not having to care about someone individually, and if that’s what makes her happy then I can’t/won’t stop her. All I can do is remind her of how happy she was with me. Remind her of all the reasons she loved me and that you can still go out and have a good time whether you’re with someone or not.
I thank you all for the hopes of us being together again, believe me…it helps get me through the day. Really.
But, unfortunately it’s not entirely up to me what Megan does with her life. All I can do is try my hardest for her and show her that I’m here, and never ever leaving again.
I can only hope she’s willing to give me that chance.
Megan* is NOT being anything close to slut, so fuck you.
She’s off doing her own thing, okay?
I can’t do anything about it, or have the the right to.
I’d appreciate it if you all wouldn’t refer to her as a “slut”, and not submit ignorant asks like this that do nothing but crush my confidence and hope in this. Thanks.
She’s a good girl.